Have you ever prayed for something for so long you forget to keep looking for the answer?

We were enjoying the peaceful view overlooking Hamilton and the river, when we noticed a man walking in our direction from the other side of the park. He was only wearing a pair of shorts, some shoes, and a backpack. He looked kind of dirty. He was muttering something to himself as he walked along…

I was lost. I didn’t know which way to turn. I had just made the biggest mistake in my life. Yet, I noticed that I felt numb. For somebody who is known to be emotional, I felt nothing. It wasn’t just an emotional numb, it was a spiritual numbness. I had gone too far, crossed a huge line. I could feel the connection with the Lord stop. That’s when I knew something had to change.