“Lord, it’s not fair. Why could she have a baby and not me?” Though many would be embarrassed to confess it, I’m guessing that a fair amount of those who’ve dealt with infertility have cried this question to God. Why does He allow some who might not have the resources to care for a child to keep the baby and others who could easily and healthfully care for one, not have one? Though by human standards it doesn’t always make sense, there’s something spiritually at work that goes beyond the human eye. It’s something I needed to come to terms with myself.To be honest, I have been guilty of asking this question a number of times in the deepest pain of my infertility sorrow, when my womb ached for life within it. “Why, God? Would I not be a good mother?”Then the questions of raising children in this world came…